Tuesday, 15 April 2025

Adventures at the Country Park

On Sunday Jake and I headed up to the Country Park. It's a place that has held a lot of memories for me throughout my life.

I'll always remember when me and my friend, Jon, were students. We'd been working on a video project all night and kept encountering a glitch in the playback of a particular scene. We flipped and cleared off around 11pm, intent on going to the Pier nightclub in Cleethorpes. It was my first time walking through the Country Park. It was deathly silent and dark and I'm sure we heard ghostly footsteps follow us across one of the wooden bridges...

There was the many Parkruns I've done there. Many times from 2016 to 2017 (and a few more years after that) it was like a ritual. Saturday morning with my mate, Matt. Picked up at 8.30am, at the Country Park by 9am, finishing with (hopefully) a PB by 9.30am. Brilliant days where I met many new running friends.

Then after the pandemic Jake and I visited here for the first time. Eating sweets by the lake and exploring the surrounding wooded areas. We got a little bit lost that day.

And then there was the time me and Ange visited there. We'd only just met and she'd come to visit me. We watched a sunset beside the lake, laughing as one of the cloud formations looked like Snoopy the dog. Such a beautiful night and such a beautiful memory. One I'll never forget.

When Ange and I split up for the first time two years ago my sister took me here and we walked around and around before getting back into her car and driving around the town, trying to sort my head out.

Then, strangely, back in November, the day Ange and I started talking again, that night Matt and I went for a run in the dark. That, again, was a memorable night.

And so we return to the present. Again, it's a place filled with many memories. Most of them happy. It always makes me feel melancholy when I return here. For a place that I don't visit that often, it's played such an important part of my life. I guess it will continue to do so.

Finally, here's a small selection of pictures that I took on Sunday.








Saturday, 12 April 2025

A Little Bit Lost...

First I apologise for how long it's taken me to write on my blog again. I've been going through some...stuff. I'm reluctant to open up to certain things on here as I'm not really ready to confront them again myself, but I do want somewhere I can get my thoughts down.

I'm going to try and keep this blog as up to date as I can, but there may be times when I drop off.

Back in early November I reconnected with someone. A person I love (and still love) with my heart. And three months later it was gone again. I'm struggling to come to terms with that. It's something that I'll discuss when I feel ready to discuss it, but right now I have to pack away my emotions and try and somehow move forward.

I miss her though...

Tomorrow I'm hopefully taking my son to the country park. We're going to have a little picnic and just enjoy the sun whilst it lasts.

So yeah...I'm still here and I'll be back. I hope. My mind is all over the place at the moment. But I will write more in the coming days.